Humans Will Always Be Humans

Heave Ho it's Mir here!


I've re-activated all my social medias after 4 to 5 days deactivated them. I felt peace on those past few days. Social medias indeed make us addicted-like-hella-weed towards them. And now after 24 hours of reactivating them, I've already becoming addicted. AGAIN. Maigod. It stressed me out. Not because of the addiction, but bcs of overly-thinking towards other issue. An issue which I should have not worry/think abt it at all. But nahh, bukan Mir lah kalau tak over thinking 😑

This evening, I'd been over thinking with all "WHAT IF" situations and scenarios. Sigh. And it affected my mood the whole evening, until now. But right now I've already calmed a little bit, which is why I can sit quietly and express everything here. Thank Godness. 

I hate this feeling. This kind of unsure, what if, questioning myself situations. I hate it. It's bcs I didnt seem to find the answers to all those questions and uncertainties. It's not that I'm being insecure, BIG NOOO. It's just that a feeling which I knew I would never get answers from certain people even if I'd go and ask them to get the real answers, I would still not be getting the answers. Oh yessss I do really hate that. 

Frankly speaking, I am tired. Already tired with all this things. But I couldnt seem to find the solution/way/whatever you called them in order to stop all these. Sometimes I did wander and ponder, is it related to the dream actually? What it has to do with all my dreams? My intuitions? My guts? Who am I dealing with actually? What did it has to do with my life?

You see, all these questions I couldnt find the answers. Even answered to these questions. Dead end. Teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Double sigh. 

Whatever it is, I never stop praying. For the answers, for that one particular person to be granted with happiness and success. And many more. Never been tired. Not bcs of the feelings. No. But bcs of sincerity. I do really want that person to succeed in life. Even if I would already being expelled by that person in the future 😅

No worries, Mir is fine. Mir just need positive vibes, and she'll get back on her current track. Just wish Mir some luck, and some strength. I'll appreciate them. Really really do appreciate them :)

As usual, nobody would read this but if you're intended to leave any comments, please dont ever hesitate to do so. I'll read it gladly :) Gtg for now. Chiaoww!

Mir. 🎈